Sunday, November 22, 2009

A Voice of Thanksgiving

Psalm 26:7 that I may publish with the voice of thanksgiving, and tell of all thy wondrous works.

This Thursday is Thanksgiving, a day to reflect on things that we are thankful for. This year I am thankful for an abundance of things...I will try to list some of them here.

Tamara Jones is thankful for...

My Lord and Savior, who saw fit to save me. Save me from hell, save me from myself, save me from this world. He has seen fit to provide for us this past year while my husband has been unemployed. He has seen fit to save us from a house fire that took all our earthly possessions away. He has been gracious and allowed me to grow in His wisdom and love.

My Family

My Preacher, who has saw me at my worst, but still helped me to become a stronger Christian.

My Church

My Friends

My Box (because many people do not even have a box)

My Dogs, who have been so good to me!

My cars, which have chose to stay running (and are now both paid off)

My Breath

My Health

Green Grass, Wind, the Cold Weather that is finally deciding to come

Shoes, and hair bows, a toothbrush and toothpaste, a hair brush and comb

Water, electricity, hot water and non generator electricity

Fire and water proof boxes that saved some of my pictures from the fire

Fireman who worked all day to save as much of my possessions as possible, including pictures and dogs

Generous people who took time from their busy lives to make sure that we were okay and brought us food, plastic ware, towels, money etc when we did not have anything

Thanks be to God for the great things He has provided!

Looks like a house to me...

Since my last post, our house has really came together to look like a house again. The drywall has been put up, mudded, sanded, re-mudded, re sanded, re-mudded and re sanded for the third time. Then, they sprayed the ceiling with "knock down" which I love. On Thursday the painter came in a sprayed everything white. It looks very clean (compared to all the black soot colors that we had seen).

To keep on schedule, we need the trim work done by Wednesday before Thanksgiving. The 30th brings in the electrician, plumber and heating and air guys. The 7th brings our floors in, and the 14th brings the final paint jobs. Somewhere in all of this, our kitchen cabinets will be installed and appliances brought in. We are trying to be ready for furniture delivery around the 18th.

Everything is so close, that without God it will not all come together. But, miracles do happen and I am praying that I can at least sleep in my house by Christmas Eve. God is good!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

I LOVE DRYWALL......






I walked through my house Friday almost in tears. Why, you say? DRYWALL!! Ever saw a girl cry over drywall? It was funny, I was so excited, we have rooms now. Walls and rooms and it looks like a house again. Next week they will tape and mud it, and we have already picked out all of paint colors.

The contractor has been saying he hopes to have me in the house by Christmas. I am standing on my faith! God is so good, He can make anything happen.

Consumed by the Fire

Sometimes I think that all I think or talk about is the house. Whether it be the fire, the camper, the rebuilding, I feel like it's consumed me whole. I do not think that it is all bad, the Lord has taught me some valuable lessons through this trial that I know will and has made me a better Christian. In the near future, I will have my house back with a renewed sense of courage and love to be able to fight the next battle thrown at me! I will have a stronger family, because we have made it through this trial and done so with more love for each other than we had before the fire. And I will have the knowledge that God loves me so much that He notices that I need Him still, even when I thought I could live life on my own.

Sunday at church I felt led to pray a prayer of thanks to God for letting my house burn down. Doesn't that sound crazy? Preacher Glover says that is Christian growth. I hate that it took me 4 months to get to that point, but God works in His time, not mine. It was a strange sensation to thank Him for something that in the beginning I thought would break me. In those first moments after hearing the fireman tell us over the phone that our house was gone, I really thought, "HOW AM I GOING TO LIVE THROUGH THIS? What is going to happen to my family, did my dogs make it, oh no, all my pictures, my Papa stuff." Four months later, I can still feel the pain in the pit of my stomach that I experienced that day. However, there is no dwelling on it, just a remembrance. Now I know that God let that fire put me at a level that I needed to be, lower, lower, lower, so low that I had to reach up for HIM and HIM alone. Reach up and say God, help me, help me to be strong for my family, help me to live more for you, just help me be the way You want me to be not the way I want to be.

I am so thankful for Him. So thankful that God looks down on this huge planet called earth and narrows his gaze to a little part of Rutherfordton and sees me. That He sees that I need Him and then lets me know that He is always here for me!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Last October House Update

Front Door...check
Back Door...check
Windows...check
Walls...check
Insulation...check
Plumbing...check
Electrical Rough in...check
HVAC Rough in...check

Things coming...
Monday...inspection for insulation
Tuesday...drywall delivered
Wednesday...drywall being hung

So, we are starting to really look like a house with separate rooms now and I get really excited when I see things done. We could not find a solid wood front door at Lowe's that was prehung, but we were able to locate a beautiful door within our budget at Bargain Builders and the contractor took it to stain and seal. They hung it yesterday, but have black plastic surrounding it so the drywall/paint guys don't mess it up. Basically, I have a great front door, but I cannot look at it yet. HAHAHAHAHA They are hoping the painters can start painting in 2 weeks, so that is exciting as well. We have picked out the majority of the new stuff for the house, cabinets, flooring, outlet covers, light fixtures, ceiling fans, switches, vanities, appliances, the list goes on...but we have a few more things to pick out so we will be back at Lowe's more in the coming weeks!

Keep us in your prayers as we are happy to put another month in the box behind us. The Lord is good to us, keeping us safe, the power on, our phone working, selling our puppies to pay our bills. He shows us daily that He loves us and I am so glad he does!!!! Looking forward to November and what is in store for us!

Friday, October 23, 2009

House Update


Inside of house with stud walls up!


Not sure if you can tell, but we have shingles and the roof is on!


Bricking up the gable on this end to match the other end!

It has been three months this week since my house burned down. We are still living in our camper, had to cut the heat on this week, it works well by the way! Showers have gotten a little worse, the cold water running in the hose from our well to the camper is harsh!

Friday came and went today with no inspection. The roof is done, the electrician is done, I think the HVAC finished today also. So I hope that the inspection can be done on Monday and then the insulation can be put in on Tuesday. I am trying to keep in mind that this is the first step, and there are many more before I get my "CO". (Certificate of Occupancy) It is hard knowing that if things would move a little faster......... Its like I have waited this whole time to see a house forming and now I am getting impatient. What is up with that? I pray that God will keep me in check, take away my impatience and grant me the emotions I need to get through this until my house is done. I do not want to lose all of the valuable lessons that I have learned through this. I want to be the better person that God wants me to be.

Our puppies are starting to go home. I thank God for a great sister like Heather that has helped me take care of all our puppies. Without her, we would not have managed. She has had as many puppies in her room as we have had in the box. LOVE THAT GIRL!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

House Update

The house is starting to come along. The plumber was here this week, the contractor tells me next week will be a madhouse. Monday the electrician, the roofer, the brick mason and the HVAC guys are going to do their thing. They are supposed to be done so that all of them can be inspected on Friday. If the inspection goes well, the insulation and dry wall will start the next week. We have been told to start picking out all our indoor items so they will be ready for pickup when needed.

We have also picked out and paid for all of the bedrooms and living room furniture. Ashley Furniture was great for our living room suit, thanks to Joyce for that. Diane at Wes Bolick gave us a great deal on our bedrooms. Emily's getting a loft bed, Meredith a chocolate full size bed and of course, we are getting a cherry sleigh bed! We were excited to know that those 4 rooms will be furnished, but boy was it hard to spend out all that money and leave with nothing to show for it. (We have a tentative delivery date for December 18th for the furniture).

Please continue to pray for us. I am counting down the days I have to live in the box by how many showers I have to take with my 6 gallon water heater and tiny shower. I still have days that I shout at the tiny shower how much I hate it! hahaha

Monday, October 5, 2009

October House Update

The whole roof is on, the inside walls are coming this week. Roof shingles will be added after the plumber comes. We have been told to go pick out our tub/showers and front door! Windows are supposed to be here Friday. It is so dark inside the house now, it looks funny, I LOVE IT! Hopefully just 2 1/2 more months to go.

I thank God for looking out for us and keeping my spirits up throughout this hard time!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Last September Update


WE HAVE 1/2 A ROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, September 28, 2009

September Fire Update #2


The trusses are up. After over a week of NO work being done on the house, the trusses went up today and I am so excited. I will repeat my earlier posts saying, "Once the roof is on, things move a lot faster". So I am counting on that to happen now. It seems like the contractor has been telling me that for a long time. I know that they cannot control the weather, but it was very sad watching my house (or what is left of it) sit here with no work being done on it.This is the view from inside the house now. It changed the look so much to have the trusses on. It almost looks like a real house again. We are supposed to have a whole roof by the end of the week!
This is the LARGE crane that was used to put the trusses up. The crane operator got all the trusses on in 3 hours, it was amazing the transformation!

We still covet your prayers on a daily basis. We are about 60% done with inventorying our belongings. It does not get any easier, but we are hoping to be done soon, so that we can only look ahead instead of viewing what we have lost. Thanks to everyone who has been praying for our family. We love each and every one of you!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Stand Still on the House Building

You have to love the rain, we need it. Yet, I wish it would go away for now. I waited 3 weeks for the trusses to get here for the roof. They came last Thursday. The crane to put the trusses on was supposed to come yesterday, but they canceled because it was supposed to rain. So now, we are a week to ten days before the crane can come back out, and the work is at a stand still because they cannot do any more inside until the roof is put on. I just want to say that it has been a hard week for me to see NOTHING being done on the house. Pray for me!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Thankful Thursday

I have many things to be thankful for!

Today I am thankful for trusses!!

Thank you Lord for watching over my family on a daily basis. It occurred to me this week that I am 2/5th of the way through this trial! Only around three more months until my house is finished. I have been waiting for 3 weeks on the trusses to begin the roof and they arrived today. Please let the work continue at a good pace, and watch over and protect the workers here rebuilding my house for us! Please continue to give me the strength and patience to survive this!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

September Fire Update


The house is coming along, the contractor says good, I still say very slow!!
We now have very few walls and floors, the roof is coming the end of this week, and they say that once the roof is on, things will move faster. I sure hope so!


This is my newest thing to think about. I have always hated shutters on houses. They serve no purpose like the old wooden shutters you could close way back in the day. So we have removed the shutters from the front of the house and I think that it looks fine without them, so I will probably not be putting new shutters back on. Let me know if you have an opinion on this.


Beyond Groovy!
Meredith's room had layers upon layers of flooring. This was the bottom layer, you want us to save it for your house? Jay thinks its groovy!


Just another dumpster being filled at the Jones home! We have counted that they have used at least 7 dumpsters in cleaning out debris and they still have a few more floors to rip up! This will be one thing that I will not miss in the yard when it is gone, oh yeah and do not forget the portapotty. (I will NOT show you a picture of that nasty thing!)

Our water went out for about 2 days this past weekend. That was a bummer, but the only setback or trial I had all week. God is good to us!

So, in closing, please continue to pray for us. I feel like every posting is asking for prayer, but we sure do need it.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Happy Anniversary To Me


Today is such a happy day for me.
It is my 15th Wedding Anniversary!
Such a milestone! I feel so blessed to have a great husband like Jay, I love him so much!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Excitement at the Box, not really

Well, the Jones family has had some excitement in the box since we last blogged and some of it has not been good. On August 14th, Elsi, Emily's 5 year old Pekingese decided it would be fun to play in the road and was hit by a car. This is the 1st dog we bred and kept, and she has never left our side when outside, so it was a shock to us that she went toward the road. We have decided that this fire has not only altered our lives, but our dogs lives also, so we are trying to be sensitive to their needs. After a not so small ER bill, we have found out that Elsi has a dislocated jaw, 3 broken teeth that have fallen out, her pelvic bones are broke in 3, maybe 4 places and she has compression in her spine that is keeping her back legs from moving. But she is alive, and that is an answered prayer. I kept thinking how horrible it would be for this dog to survive the fire, just to be hit by a car, and for Emily to lose everything she owned except her dog, then lose her dog too. But God is Good and kept Elsi alive to see another day and Emily happy.


Sunday night my car starting acting up with the windshield wipers and then on Monday we noticed that the windshield is cracked. The windshield has a range sensor that tells the wipers when to come on, so with it being cracked the wipers stay on all the time. Jay has pulled the fuse to make them stop (working on getting that fixed???? when some money comes in). Then Thursday afternoon a terrible storm came by. Jay had gone to pick Emily up from volleyball practice and had a flat tire on the way home (in the rain and remember the wipers would not work). So Jay and Emily were stranded on Melvin Hill while Meredith and I suffered through the storm in the box. Needless to say, the power went out not once, but twice, and the rain itself felt like it was going to knock the box over, the wind added to that fear. We managed through it, my dad came and helped Jay put on the spare and he finally got home around 7pm.


To cook a meal in the box is stifling, so we are using our grill outside to cook most of our foods. Thursday after Jay got home, he was cooking hamburgers (in the drizzle) when he came in and said a power line/transformer was on fire across the street. I called 911, told them my address, they wanted to know the address where the fire was. I said, just tell them my address, they will know where to go, they battled my house fire just a month ago. Sure enough, just a few minutes later the great Green Creek fire department was at the scene of the electrical fire. Before they arrived, we watched in amazement, the white and orange colors of the fire, so unlike a regular fire, and the humming noise was very loud. It went out, then started back again and about 30 minutes later we were without power and phone. We decided to go on to bed around 8:30pm after opening all of the windows in the box that will open. I told Jay that we were REALLY roughing it now, without power/air/water. The power came back on around 10:30pm, so we managed okay.




On Friday, as Jay was taking the girls to school the transmission went out on the Suburban. This is the same car we had the transmission replaced in just 3 years ago when it stranded us in FL and we had to pay 3 times the normal amount to get it rebuilt. So we are down to one car, and that car has a cracked windshield and the wipers do not work. PRAY FOR US!

We have decided that we should change our last name from Jones to Job. I have been reading in Job the last few weeks trying to keep his attitude, trying to remember no matter how low we go, God is always with us, taking care of us. Pray that God will continue to teach me patience throughout these trials, and that I will be open to listening to what He has to tell me. On the bright side, the house is moving along, some of the floors have been torn out and the burnt pieces in the walls and where the roof goes has been replaced with new wood. It is nice to see new stuff being done, the carpenter told us this week his goal is to have us in the house by Christmas, so we are praying that things continue to go smoothly and the time line keeps moving up!! haha

After re-reading this blog, it seems like we have had a rough 2 weeks, and we have. Know though, that God IS WITH US, and we feel His presence in our lives even while we are down. Have we asked, what else can happen? Yep, but we are taking each bad thing and looking toward the positive and knowing that God has something good in store for us, as long as we continue to look toward Him for our needs.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Things NOT To Say To Someone Whose House Has Burned Down!

This is my Top ? List of Things NOT To Say To Someone Whose House Has Burned Down!
It has no number right now because I will add to it as people say stupid things...
The Number 3 thing that you do NOT say to someone whose house has burned down is...the contractors say 6 months to rebuild, hah, you better plan on 9-10 months.
The Number 2 thing that you do NOT say to someone whose house has burned down is...oh, I know how you feel, my house has burned down twice!
The Number 1 thing that you do NOT say to someone whose house has burned down is...my buddy, his house burned down, not once, not twice, but 3 THREE times. He just rebuilt everytime!

Fire Update

Good Morning, I wanted to update my blog on the progress of my house demo. This picture was taken the day the fire happened on 7/21/09.


This picture was taken 8/13/09, my house has no roof at all, only my chimney.


You can actually stand in the living room and see my bedroom window and closet.


This is starting to get to Jay, pray for him. He has tried to be strong through most of this, but I think it is really hitting home now. He is worried about the brick being structurally sound, I try to tell him the contractors know what they are doing, but he is still worried. He is outside the box now with the contractor and building inspector. I hope he is getting all of his worries out and they will reassure him. I know that God is in control and He would not have left the brick for us if it was not safe.

School started for the kids on Monday. We are trying to get into a morning routine that works for them to get ready. They seem to be okay, they like school.

I have tried to start inventory on the stuff in my house that was ruined by the fire. Boy, this is a hard task. I lost so many pictures of my babies! I try to keep in mind that my babies are still here, so that takes some of the sting away. I am a very sentimental person, so it still hurts.

I hate the camper, but I love the Lord so I am trying to be a trooper about this. Countdown to the end of the year is always in my mind, just 5 1/2 months to live in the box. Pray for God to make this go by very fast for us.

Pray for my mom and sister also. We have no way to wash our clothes and they have taken this task over for us. I thank them so much for doing this, as I know it is a chore. I will probably start going to the washerette soon to relieve the burden.

All in all, we are still surviving, but still requesting daily prayer for God to get us through this and be with every day, all day...to let people see that we are trusting in God and not letting this get us down.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Thankful Thursday

I have many things to be thankful for!

Today I am thankful for SHOWERS!

It has now been 2 weeks and 2 days since our house fire. Slowly we are getting into a routine living in the camper. We (on Tuesday) were able to take showers in the camper. Do not take advantage of having a shower in your own home. We have for 2 weeks gone to my Dad or Mom's house to take showers. Yes, lugging all of our toiletries back and forth is a pain! Our camper shower is tiny, but functional. So for the past two days I have been able to take a shower here, and it is a joy! We do not have permanent running water from our well, but Jay turns it on when the camper holding tank needs refilling, so we are managing! We got power on Saturday, so yeah, we are no longer needing the generator.

Lord, thank you for the modern luxuries of water and power, things we have taken for granted for so long. Thank you for continuing to give me strength to live through this ordeal, even though some days I get so down. You are so good to me!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Smoke Detectors

Okay, so the weirdest thing happened this week at the Jones Box. I have heard different reports from different people regarding smoke smells. Some believe that you will get the smell out and some say it NEVER comes out. The restoration people took every stitch of clothing we owned last week after the fire. They say that they have a special way to clean them, and they guarantee their work or we do not pay. I have been excited hoping that our clothes could be saved. High hopes, I know.

So, on Thursday, they brought out the emergency set they took 1st to sort through which mostly contained my clothes. When the delivery driver started bringing them into our box the smoke detector started going off. Jay thought that maybe the battery was old and took it out. After the driver left, I told Jay that I had just purchased and replaced the battery, (of course I wanted to know that we had a good smoke detector), so he put it back up. When we started opening the bags of clothes, we noticed the smoke smell, but the detector noticed it more. It started going off and would not stop. So Jay and Emily took the clothes back outside and the alarm quit going off.

Now, Jay thought that it was funny. I was depressed. My hope is wavering on the restoration of my clothes. We kept one pair of my pants out and my sister washed it in the normal wash cycle and the smell was still there. She is going to rewash it tomorrow after soaking it in vinegar and see if that works. PRAY FOR THE VINEGAR! I do not want to go shopping for new clothes, it is not fun for me.

Also, I understand that in the end of all of this I will have a great house! It will be all new and I will love it. I want people to know why I am not excited about this. I LOVED MY HOUSE!!!! God gave me that house 9 years ago and I loved every piece of it. It had its flaws, like any house, but it was mine and I was proud of it. I know that God has His reasons for this, and in the end I will probably come out better, but please understand that right not that does not make any of this better. For example: Jay and I went to Lowe's last night with the girls to get pickets to fix the dog fence where the fireman had to cut it down. While there, we just stopped by the kitchen department. Let me rephrase that, Jay MADE me go to the kitchen department to look at cabinets and counters. Do you have any idea how many choices they are? How do you pick the right one? How do you know that when you put it in your house that it will look okay? How do you know your choice is right and that you will be able to live with it for many years to come? SCARY, SCARY!

So, while you look and listen to me, and think that I am handling this pretty well, know that inside I am asking those questions about everything we are doing right now. I am second guessing everything. I pray for God to give me guidance, please pray that I will be patient in seeking His will in this MESS!

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Thankful Thursday

I have many things to be thankful for!
Today, I am thankful for my community!

We live in the best little community in the world. Years ago we moved to Rutherfordton to be in the country, away from city life. Away from busy streets and noises. This past week we have realized how great of a place we moved to! The support is pouring in from people we know and people we do not know. We have been pleased to meet neighbors that we have only waved at in passing. The love for fellow neighbors is great here in my little stretch of the woods and I thank God for that!

Thank you, Lord, for giving us support from your people!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

The BOX

Welcome to our box. I have decided that this is NOT my house, nor did I want to call it my trailer or my camper. So we decided to call this our BOX!! Below you can see our 32 foot box that we will call "home" for the next 6 months.




We are thankful to have found this box! Dawn's brother Dustin knew someone who had it for sale. After telling him our story, he came down $5000.00 on the price to get us at the price we needed, so praise God for that also. Thanks to the Greene Family for all of their help, including Russell who was amazing the day of the fire in saving my stuff, and continuing to help the firefighters on his day off! Pray that the walls to the box do not close in on us, and that the next 6 months go VERY FAST!

The Cleanup Begins

The cleanup at the TEAM Jones house has begun. 9am Monday morning a group of wonderful men and women showed up to start cleaning out the mess you see below. They are boxing it up and putting it outside for me to inventory. I am expecting this job (for me) is going to be very hard. I am not looking forward to making a list of everything I owned that is ruined, or trying to remember what was burned up in the fire. Pray for strength to get through this ordeal. I could have started Monday but have not been able to do it yet.


View of my dining room and kitchen from the back door.
View of living room before cleanup.

View of my living room after the cleanup has started.
View of my bedroom.

View from living room into dining room.



View looking from Emily's room upstairs over the top of my house.
This picture was very hard for me to see, the devastation is enormous. I have been told not to go into Emily's room, it was the hardest hit since it was in the attic where the fire started. I praise God for keeping us safe!

Please keep praying for us!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Survival Mode

Writing to let everyone know that I am in SURVIVAL MODE!!!!! You know, that mode that you HAVE to be in to survive. The insurance agent thinks that I am quote "strikingly phenomenal" unquote in my handling of this house fire. I just explained to him that I am doing what has to be done to keep my family together. Please continue to pray for us,

This is so hard.

I may not show on the outside how I am feeling, but know that my struggles are inside. The Lord is there for me, and showing me little lessons to gain from this trial. I go back to one of my songs of the week... GOD WILL MAKE THIS TRIAL A BLESSING!

The fire investigator has released the house back to us. His official determination is that the fire did not start in the kitchen, but in the attic with the wiring or HVAC unit. It made me feel a tiny bit better that one of my "pretty things" did not cause me to lose everything I owned, that I did not cause this fire, this pain for my family, this loss. It was something beyond my control. Thank God for the little things in this tragedy. The contractor will be there Monday to start removing our things, to see what can be saved (although they are doubtful about saving anything) and to start removing debris so they can rebuild. Pray that this goes smoothly and FAST.

I am keeping a long list of everyone that has helped or offered to help! I hope one day to thank each of you again individually, right now, please know that I thank God for each of you every day! You know who you are and know that I love each and every one of you!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thankful Thursday

I have many things to be thankful for!
Today, I am thankful for our LIVES!
As you can see, our house caught on fire July 21, 2009. We had left around 9:45 to deliver a puppy to Charlotte. At around 11am or so, the fire department received a phone call that my home was on fire. They worked for two hours and got the fire contained before calling us to deliver this terrible news to us by phone. We rushed home and found that the wonderful firefighters at Green Creek Fire Dept and others had saved most of my pictures and photo albums and all but 1 dog. We are so thankful that they went above and beyond and were able to save many of our precious momentos that could not be replaced. They stayed until around 5pm, but had to come back twice to put out some hot spots. Our house is a loss inside. The fire went from the kitchen window up and T'd out across the roof. We have lost almost everything we own, but we still have each other and that is what matters to me.
Now, I want to get my story out! We will know for sure soon, but the firefighters think that the fire started by one of my (MANY) suncatchers in my kitchen window. They think that the suncatcher caught my paper towels on fire that were on their holder by the sink. I am telling all I can, because per the insurance company this has happened to other people.
We are all okay, just pray for us!




Lord, I am thankful that you kept us safe during this horrible ordeal. I am thankful that we were not in the home and that most of my dogs were saved. I am thankful for each and every day that you give me. Thank you Lord for knowing that I would go through this and sending the many friends and loved ones to help me get through this! THANK YOU LORD FOR LIFE!!!!!!

Monday, July 20, 2009

Tamara's Song of the Week

Child, You're Forgiven
Gaither Vocal Band/God is Good cd

I came to Jesus and I took my Stand
But what I'd surrendered was back in my hands
Defeated by failures haunted by fears
I cried out in anguish, "My God, are you here?"

Chorus
He said child you're forgiven
forgiven and free
he said it, I heard it
Sweet victory
The future can never intimidate me
since I've been forgiven
forgiven and free

I'm resting and growing in His strong embrace
I've traded performance for amazing grace
My soul is at rest but I still must rejoice
When I think of the day
that I heard His voice

What a relief, I can't earn my way
When I come up empty
My father pays
I'm learning to live,
And I'm learning to die
And one of these days
I'll be learning to fly

Chorus
He said child you're forgiven
forgiven and free
he said it, I heard it
Sweet victory
The future can never intimidate me
since I've been forgiven
forgiven and free


See it here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OA1BMCMWxE8

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Thankful Thursday


I have many things to be
thankful for!

Today I am thankful for my Church!

Thank you Lord for allowing me to be a part of your body! I thank you for Mt Pleasant Baptist Church, Pastor Glover, his wife Rhonda, their children, our Youth Minister, Rev Daryl Tolleson, his wife Ashlee, their boys and the rest of my church family! Thank you for giving your life for me. Thank you for giving us men that preach the Bible like Preacher Glover! I love you Lord!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Tamara's Song of the Week

We Are So Blessed
written by Bill and Gloria Gaither

We are so blessed, by the gifts from Your hand
We just can't understand why You loved us so much.
We are so blessed, we just can't find a way
or the words that can sayThank You, Lord, for Your touch.

CHORUS:
When we're empty You fill us 'til we overflow
When we're hungry You feed us, and cause us to know.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it all, everything, Lord, we love you so much.

We are so blessed by the things You have done,
The victories we've won and what You've brought us through.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it all everything,Lord, we bring it to You.

CHORUS:
When we're empty You fill us 'til we overflow
When we're hungry You feed us, and cause us to know.
We are so blessed, take what we have to bring,
Take it all, everything, Lord, we love you so much.


1982 William J. Gaither, Inc. ARR UBP of Gaither Copyright Management River Oaks Music Company
(a div. of EMI Christian Music Publishing)


See it here:
Sung by Greater Vision

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6EESQOy2F8

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Babies, Babies, Everywhere Babies!

Today started our VBS at church! I have always loved teaching the Nursery class, which is usually babies to age 2. I knew that I would have baby Tucker, who is 2 months old, his mom is VBS director. I had also asked my sister to bring Reagan who is 2 years old. Well, wasn't I surprised when I ended up with 5 in my class tonight. Tucker, 2 months, Brayden, 5 months, and Reagan, Noah and Victoria, all 2 years old. Luckily, I had plenty of help and we had a blast. However, I am very tired!

Overall, praise the Lord, our VBS had 112 people in attendance tonight~we are praying for more kids and adults tomorrow!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Thankful Thursday

I have many things to be
thankful for!


Today I am thankful for my dogs!
Here are just a couple of them.....

Marisol

Lady Beckett
Lady Brennan



Kendall's Litter of Cavaliers

And let us not forget Jay's boxer Hebrew!

Thank you Lord for giving us the opportunity to
raise puppies and meet new people and make new friends!


Marisol and Hebrews pictures courtesy of Sugar Snap Photos, thanks Shelby! http://sugarsnappetphotos.com/

Monday, July 6, 2009

Tamara's Song of the Week

HOLD ON (JESUS WILL COME)
by The Harvesters

Hold on, hold on, Hold on to the old rugged cross;
And someday, someday, someday,
Hold on, hold on Jesus will come.

Have you a river you cannot cross,
A mountain too steep to climb?
Have you a valley you can't go through?
Hold on till Jesus comes.

Hold on, hold on, Hold on to the old rugged cross;
And someday, someday, someday,
Hold on, hold on Jesus will come.

Life filled with heartaches and sorrows,
When our loved ones are beckoned away;
And our homes are so empty without them,
Hold on till Jesus comes.

Hold on, hold on, Hold on to the old rugged cross;
And someday, someday, someday,
Hold on, hold on Jesus will come.

And someday, someday, someday,
Hold on, hold on Jesus will come.

See it here:

sung by the Hayes Family


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozD3E8mSNAo

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Praise the Lord for our Freedom


Today is Independence Day.

It is the day our fellow Americans celebrate the fact that we are Free. Free to be Christians, Free to go to the church of our choice, Free to love, Free to live where we want to, I could go on. I am praising God today for allowing me to be born in the United States. But more than that, I am praising God for allowing me to be born into the family of God that day in April, 1981! I am praising God for knowing that I would fail Him daily, but love me anyway. I am praising God for not putting me on a shelf, and allowing me to still be a witness to others of His love! Today I am praising God for being Free!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Thankful Thursday

I have many things to be thankful for.

Today I am thankful for my family!


I wanted to show you the difference a year can make...

Easter 2008 Team Jones Family Picture



Easter 2009 Team Jones Family Picture


Thank you Lord for giving me the greatest husband and kids any one could ever ask for.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Here's The New Doo!

So, my lovely daughters and I went to get haircuts from my WONDERFUL sister-in-law, Amber, at Distinct Images in Boiling Springs. Meredith ended up getting the haircut that I had blogged about earlier, and it looks so great on her! She loves it short, and was bubbling over with excitement after Amber was done cutting it!

Me, I went with a little more length. After seeing how short Meredith's hair was, I just could not do it. So...................this is what I ended up with.


It is going to take some getting used to, and of course will never look as good as today when Amber styled it, but I will do my best. This is the shortest I have had my hair since I was in the 3rd grade. It feels so light and airy, think my headaches will go away??????

In case you are wondering, Emily did not shed her beautiful locks. She just had it trimmed, she is so beautiful, both inside and out!

Haircuts, Haircuts, who wants a Haircut?

I am the worst customer for a hair stylist. As a child I had a few bad cuts, and as an adult, have gapped up my hair more than once. I cringe as I sit in the chair listening to the scissors. I have basically had the same haircut for over 18 years. I always revert back to the long straight locks whenever I venture to try something new. One time, I even let it grow long enough to donate 13 inches to Locks of Love.

To get a haircut I have to prepare myself to call the stylist, then I have to make the appointment a week in advance to prepare myself to go to the appointment, then I try all day to talk myself out of going the day of! I know they hate to see me coming. So, here I am again, I have made an appointment tomorrow to get a cut.

I have fought with my sister all week trying to find a new style. She seems to think that I am a loser who will never try anything new. I am bound and determined to go shorter, but the thought scares me tremendously. I know, it is a stupid fear, but it is my fear!

So, this is what I am going to try and talk myself into.......


Will I do it, because, WOW, that is reallllllllllly short? Will I do it? I have always had hair long enough to throw into a ponytail, this will not. Will I do it? We will have to wait and see tomorrow! Wish me luck!

Monday, June 29, 2009

Tamara's Song of the Week

God will make this trial a blessing!

I’ve just come into a valley one like I’ve never been before.
I keep searching for a way out seems like pad locks are on the doors.
Oh there must be another sunrise another sunset that I’ll see.
God will make this trial a blessing that’s the love he has for me.

I was not the first one to come into this place.
You see every child of God this test you must face.
It is here that God will mold you and make you what you ought to be.
God will make this trial a blessing just be patient you will see.

Now I’m standing on a mountain looking back I can see.
When I was in that lowest valley his strong hand was leading me.
Oh its good to see the sunshine and to taste sweet victory.
God has made this trial a blessing oh the grace he gives to me.

God will make this trial a blessing tho it sends me to my knees.
Tho my tears flow like a river yet in him there’s sweet relief.
There’s no need to get discouraged there’s no need to talk defeat.
God will make this trial a blessing and the whole wide world will see.

as recorded by The McKamey's

See them sing it live here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSlSeYg34UE

What A Day the Lord Blessed Us With

I want to start by saying that when your preacher tells you, or you read it in the Bible that God answers prayers in His time, IT IS TRUE!!!!! Ever since Jay was laid off in December we have tried to get our house payment modified. We knew that the government was "bailing out" the companies and that they were to provide help to people who needed it. Well, we felt that we needed it. Each month of the 7, yes seven, months that Jay has been out of work we have called our mortgage company and tried to get our loan modified. Each month they have said that we do not qualify. Until now! God has answered our prayers and the company has said we finally qualify for modification. This will take 3 months to complete with all of the paperwork, but our loan payment goes down immediately! It is a 57% savings each month for us!

The Lord is so good!

Just keep believing that He will take care of you and He Will!!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I Survived the Rotisserie

Funny, Funny, Funny Story. When the doctor told Jay last week that he was doing both a colonoscopy and endoscopy, Jay joked that they were going from both "ends" and meeting in the middle making me a rotisserie. Well, I survived the rotisserie.

When you hear people say that the prep is worse than the procedure, believe them, it is. Yesterday was the worst and at times I did not think I was going to make it. Today, I started out in a much better mood! I was fearful of being awake for the procedure, and at the end they did have to wake me up due to some spasms I was having. But it was almost over, and I did OK. It actually helped me to wake up earlier as I was able to listen to what the doctor said instead of relying on Jay to tell me what he said. (Anybody who knows Jay will know that he cannot relay information very well) (I love him anyway).

So the verdict is in, colon ulceration and diverticulitis. I had an ulceration that had been bleeding, so they "patched" me up, took some biopsies and told me to come back in a week. I am so relieved to know the cause of my pain for the past 7 weeks and that it should go away now. Thank God for no major problems noted, the doctor is assured that the biopsies should come back fine! Thanks to all who offered prayer and to the Lord for taking care of me!

Monday, June 22, 2009

Colonoscopy Preps are for the Birds

Ok, I will try not to be gross about this, but I am scheduled for my colonoscopy tomorrow morning. I had to go today to talk to the anesthesiologist and have an EKG. Everything was fine and I was sent home to start my prep. Well, prepping for a colonoscopy is for the birds! I am supposed to drink 64 ounces of Gatorade (clear or lemon-lime only) with 238 grams of Miralax, 8 ounces every 15-20 minutes. Well, I started this at 4pm, and at 10:30 I have still got 16 ounces to go. My papers say that if you feel nauseated, stop and resume in an hour. Well, every time I drink some, I feel nauseated, so this feels like it is taking forever. I only like to drink with meals, so not being able to eat is not helping me drink this stuff. My Mom and Second Dad are worried that if I do not finish this tonight, that they will not be able to do the test tomorrow. Well, I say, if they are not able to get this the first time, they may not have a second chance. This experience is almost, almost, but not quite as bad as the flu. Chills, nauseated, need I say, diarrhea? Let me finish this post by saying, PRAY FOR ME! Please!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I got to Babysit, and oh was it fun!!!

Jay and I were able to babysit this past week for our friends two young boys. Tanner is 3 and Tucker is 6 weeks. We had so much fun! Well, I know I did, I sat and held Tucker ALL DAY! It was so nice having a baby around again. I sometimes long for those days, but I am totally content with my two lovely daughters!
Tanner was a blast! He enjoyed playing with some of our puppies, including his dog, Baja, that we are doggy sitting for. You can see him here with Murphy and Lucy.

We had also purchased a new pet bed from the benefit held for Tanner's Uncle Jason! We had not decided where to place the bed, so the dogs were not allowed on it yet. After lunch, Tanner decided he wanted to take a nap, and he climbed into the pet bed and went right to sleep!



How cute is that?

So, thank you to Ashlee and Daryl for trusting us with their precious babies! We are here anytime!