Writing to let everyone know that I am in SURVIVAL MODE!!!!! You know, that mode that you
HAVE to be in to survive. The insurance agent thinks that I am quote "strikingly phenomenal" unquote in my handling of this house fire. I just explained to him that I am doing what has to be done to keep my family together. Please continue to pray for us,
This is so hard.
I may not show on the outside how I am feeling, but know that my struggles are inside. The Lord is there for me, and showing me little lessons to gain from this trial. I go back to one of my songs of the week... GOD WILL MAKE THIS TRIAL A BLESSING!
The fire investigator has released the house back to us. His official determination is that the fire did not start in the kitchen, but in the attic with the wiring or HVAC unit. It made me feel a
tiny bit better that one of my "pretty things" did not cause me to lose everything I owned, that I did not cause this fire, this pain for my family, this loss. It was something beyond my control. Thank God for the little things in this tragedy. The contractor will be there Monday to start removing our things, to see what can be saved (although they are doubtful about saving anything) and to start removing debris so they can rebuild. Pray that this goes smoothly and FAST.
I am keeping a long list of everyone that has helped or offered to help! I hope one day to thank each of you again individually, right now, please know that I thank God for each of you every day! You know who you are and know that I love each and every one of you!